I have a confession to make.
I have not been a very faithful person.
I have walked out, more than once, on a commitment.
In general, I like to think I'm a good person, but there is one person to whom I am not faithful and have not been loyal. In fact, I have left this person three times in the past three years. I know. I usually just become overwhelmed by the closeness and the intensity of our relationship. I feel like this person pushes me too hard and expects too much. And I just cannot measure up.
And then I give up.
But I'm ashamed of that, and I have recently resolved to try again.
And this person has welcomed me back with open arms, holding no grudges.
That's right, FlyLady.
It's been 3 days now.
And I'm beginning to feel overwhelmed again.
All the emails.
All the lists.
All the encouragement.
It's already too much.
But I resolve to hang in there.
My house needs it.
I'm off to shine my sink.